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Awaiting the day we meet again Waiting to express the love I'm feeling inside Wanting it to be so much more than it is Waiting to embrace you And hear your sweet voice To walk with you  and feel All that you have inside I feel as though I've known you forever Although Forever can be a short while Awaiting the day we meet again Although we've never met before...

People always talking, lying, judging They tell us who they think we should be They live in their glass houses seeing, living, but never truly alive They point at us and whisper Saying we're what's wrong with society But do you see once express any concern for one another? All they care about is themselves and what is going on in their own little universe To them their fellow man is a mystery to them A waste of their precious time Can't they see how I weep for them? I weep for what we become Why do you ridicule and judge me? Because I can't be what you want me to be? Why do you spite me and cure me? Because I won't be who want me to be? I w

My heart bleeds As you stab it into two You tell me to speak My words they cut like a knife My tears create a path of sorrow I lie there bleeding... You look down on me Watching... Your silence speaks volumes You walk away I sit up sigh and gaze at your back It's okay... You never loved me anyway.... I smile get up and dust off my shoulders Leaving a trail of blood in my wake... Never to open up the remaining pieces of my heart to anyone ever again.....

There's a chance I may dying Some people are afraid of flying But sometimes you have to grab wings and take a chance Fly away to your last dance Don't reflect on a life of regret Live every moment well spent This is my love letter to you Live freely in all you do Love each other through and through And there will be a place saved for you To live forever in bliss With heaven's kiss upon your lips......

Jester, Jester Never a confessor Smile with your eyes Lie with your heart Your lips spew joy and festivities While you glare with disgust and indifference What do the feelings of others matter If you have hate in your heart? The bells on your hat spell doom For all who love you Jester, heartbreaker, liar maladjusted Hope no one else falls for your bling The glamour of your outside Masks the garbage within Your dance your jig To hide what is within I feel sorry for the next one Who loves you For you are a jester, jester not a confessor A liar without a conscience Who feeds on the innocence of the fools who love you. Oh Jester, jester....

Drawn in by your smile I let down my guard little by little I begin to look forward to each time I see you Basking in your angelic face Imagine my delight when you started to show interest I felt an abundance of joy soaking in your light And every time we met I didn't notice The lighter the weight of my wallet got Until the last time we met I went to grasp for cash and came up empty Your eyes darkened and you to go I smiled and went with the flow I kept up the facade even when I saw you go with her Who was I anyway to desire your love? One is neither delicate nor of great beauty But I thought that didn't matter to you You see

I grasp your hand you slap mine away I say your name you hesitate The many years your sleepless nights Those words your spoke were all pretty lies I run to you you push me away You push away my love You say you don't need me you tell me to give up I dont want to fight I will be alright I guess I'll find someone new Someone who can hold me through the night Someone who can be light someone who appreciates my love

I thought that you wanted to know me But hurt is all you show me I thought I was special But I was only fooling me My mask is so thick no one can see me So opaque light can't reach me My mind is being destroyed by dreams of you And what we used to be and what we can be Is this what pain is supposed to feel like? So empty and so Lonely? I often wondered... If you were the one...

I adore you Your smile is my delight Your incandescent tresses Entrance me You captivate me Abduct me with your light Tempt with your petals Of love Each kiss as sweet And delicate as a rose Bathe me in your warmth Caress me with your love Blind me to all but your sight And I will take in the ambience Of tonight